Horizon: Zero Fucks



Sometimes, as a 42 year old man, I wonder if I should still be playing video games. Very few of my peers still do, and even fewer with the fervent fever I can sometimes display. I'm still scheduling days off to make sure I get to play an anticipated release as soon as it drops, despite the industry's penchant for delaying games, even several times in one year. 

Once a decade, or so, The Big Three seem to get together and decide the time is ripe once again to reach their hands into our pockets and force us to throw down another half-a-grand in order to get to play the Next Generation of Western Time Sinks. And for the last 2 big console releases, I always talk about how this wasn't necessary for me to be involved in. I am an Adult! I should stop wasting my time and my life on Vidja Games, and do the other things adults my age do....like lawn-mowing, and watching Football, and destroying a 12 pack of Coors Light on the back porch in an effort to avoid my family. Is that a normal life? "What the fuck is that? Barbecues and Backyards?" as Neil McCauley would say.



I initially balk at the idea of getting the newest console on release day, but that quickly turns into mass panic a week or two later when I realize I might actually miss out on the can’t miss amazing release title, like…Knack. Then I’m scouring my local electronics retailer, wife and kid in tow, praying one slipped through the crack. (This happened with the PS4, where I was able to score one a week after release at the local Hastings. The kid ringing me up wanted to take my picture. I politely declined.)

Author Jane McGonigal wrote a few years back that "Reality is Broken"; the reason so many of us retreat into virtual worlds is that we find the endless grind of the real world unfulfilling. Video Games offer us attainable goals, clearly defined parameters, and a fairness that is too often lacking IRL. I don’t know if I agree with her totally. There’s still a lot real life offers that even Unreal Engine 5 can’t replicate. But I do think Gaming is still fairly healthy. It’s a hobby, just like most others, and yeah, it can be expensive, especially at the beginning of a new console life cycle. But fishing can be costly, as well.

Anyhoo, this was just supposed to be a test post anyways. I hope you all are enjoying the Podcast. Now, if you will excuse me, I have to go get the Platinum Trophy for The Last of Us Part II before Vacation is over.

Ryan S